I thought I should update you guys since, ya know, its been like *counts in head* FIVE months since I've written in my journal.
If you've noticed my mood, it says unhappy. It is true. I am very unhappy right now.
You wanna know why?
I tell you why.

School is almost over. Yeah, thats it. Why is that so sad you may be asking? Because it marks some of the most tragic events of my life!!!
One of my best friends is moving, and we have to put my dog to sleep. On top of that, my town, Aberdeen, was just flooded, and sewage water got backed up into it. Raw Sewage. I have no idea if I'm spelling that right.
But it gets worst.
There was this guy in one of my classes. We started becoming close friends. He got into a lot of trouble though and was put on parole. He had drugs in school, and even condams (again I have no idea if I'm spelling that right) in his coat pocket. But beneath all that I really liked him.... As a friend.

And then he disapeard(sp?).
The last time I saw him (which was like a month ago) he was running threw the hall in school, laughing, with this big smile on his face with some other friends. They must have been goofing off or something. And then he just ran right into me. I wasn't sure what he was doing until I noticed he was giving me this really big hug. And then he ran off again.
Days would go by. Maybe he was just sick.
Weeks. Maybe he skips fourth block.
A month. I asked my teacher.
She said she wasn't aloud to give out any info.

That's when I got scared. I don't know who his parents are, so I cant look his number up in the phone book. All I knew was that he works...worked at Arby's. So I went there. They wouldn't give me any info either. The lady must have seen how dissapointed I was. I even muttered "He just disapeared one day."
She leaned in and whispered to me "He's doing time at JDC."
I want to see him, but havn't gotten 'round to it yet, I mean, I did only find out today.

Why is every thing going wrong?!?
Its just one thing after the other!

I did go to see Spider man three though. I love those movies. But guess what? This one just depressed me more cause my favorite character dies. I will not say who just yet. That'll be a different journal entry.

Please, I need you guys right now.
Love
-Azzie
p.s sorry bout my terrible spelling, but I don't feel like editing this right now. Just deal with it.